01 July

Yesterday was pretty shit tbh. It started off okay, and in the afternoon I went and saw my friend Leigh and her new baby in Gala for a few hours. He's called Thomas and he's adorable (: but that visit itself brought me to question someone I have known for my whole life, and, I dunno, I hate to think of them the way that I'm starting to now. *shrug* ah well, it was good to see Leigh again anyways.

When I got home though, I got some really bad news. My friend Emilee was involved in a really bad car accident, and apparently it was amazing that she got out alive ='(. She's broken her collarbone, actually snapped it, fractured her skull massively, top of her head to the bottom of her ear, and she's broken some fingers and some ribs. But there's no permanent damage, thankgod. I was okay for about half an hour after hearing it, but then when I was telling someone what had happened I just broke down. Feel stupid now tbh, cos she's going to be fine and make a good recovery. Just, dunno, I hated to think of her getting hurt like that, imagining her lying in a hospital bed with a neck brace and bandages everywhere...mum says we'll go and see her when she's out of hospital, cos the morphine is making her not like herself =/ another thing which scares me.

Today feels like it's going to be shit as well. Just don't feel too happy this morning =/