10 July

Ha not written in a while again, so I thought I'd better cos it'd be hypocritical if I didn't cos I just told Antonio that he hasn't in ages xD lmao =P.

Ah dear, didn't get to sleep until 4 again last night, so I was basically fucking about on the computer and being bored, lmao. Was woken up cos my friend Graham called me when I was asleep, again! He has a talent for doing that when I haven't slept well the night before as well, grrr. Ah well, I'm in a really good mood today, have been for a few days actually, so I don't really mind :).

When I came downstairs I must have looked like death warmed up, lol. Made toasted cheese and sweet tea which perked me up =D. Came on the laptop (obv. xD) and was talking to my lovely Antonio for a wee bit before he went to football training =P. He's proper into sport, which, of course, perplexes me xD the only sport I will willingly do is swimming, cos it's amazing xD Don't go that much though cos my hair dye would run in the pool, lmfao. OMG only 8 days until I see him <333 I'm getting so excited, and that's probably why my mood has been so good recently :) My mum and dad have ALREADY started taking the piss though, grrr. Lmao so so so worth it :) I'm nervous about seeing him too though, I'm terrified he won't like me in person, lol. Or that he won't find me attractive, which is probably more likely, lol. Fingers crossed my incredible wit, charm and charisma will come across when I first see him, haha xDD (was being sarcastic there btw, it's difficult to tell on a blog xD). Still majorly looking forward to it, it makes me so happy thinking about seeing him (: <3

Muhahahahaha ginger beer rocks my invisible socks XDD.