Ah the weekend's been good, great weather, making everyone smile =]. Had Eilidh and Mahri over on Friday night and we went out swimming in the river with some others, was great fun =D. The water was surprisingly warm (well, un-cold) and it was really good =]. Went shopping in Fort Kinnaird near Edinburgh on Saturday, got some new shorts and a top, makeup and some other shiz, including hair dye =D. Gaaaaah got a really strange email on Bebo though from someone which it would have been nice not to hear from again. They said something really weird which I find hard to believe and tbh it really doesn't raise my incredibly low opinio of them cos saying that could really hurt someone. In a bit of a conundrum (dunno how to spell that, lol) as to what to do tbh, I mean what they said is completely out of the question, I'm not even thinking of it even as a consideration of an option but I don't know if I should tell this person about it, it could potentially hurt them and I don't even know them! Fuck knows what I'm gonna do, I'm confused.
Stayed at Eilidh's last night, had a good time and took loads of pictures =]. Reminisced about some things and some people which I admittedly do miss a little bit, but only because they were the first to make me feel that way. I'd never go back, not now, but it does make me wonder what things would be like if different things had happened. Or not happened, as the case may be. Ah well, I'm happy now so I don't care =]
Hehe, the hair has gone black! I really like it =D not sure if it looks as good as the red did, but I'm still cheesin about it =P. Eep it's so warm, it's not like Scotland at all, lol. Bet the good weather won't last til the holidays though :P. Ah well, we can dream lmao.
Listening to Chase Coy, If The Moon Fell Down Tonight. Makes me smile cos I think of Antonio =]. Love him so much :)
Sunday, 31 May 2009
Friday, 29 May 2009
...
I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
29 May
Wowzers it is so sunny today! I love it! =D maybe gonna go sunbathing and get myself a tan....but maybe not, lol. Mahri and Eilidh are coming over later, and we're gonna go out and see everyone in celebration of the good weather, which, of course, will not last for Saturday :P
Last day of third year today, I feel all grown up =D well not really actually but oh well, gotta appreciate the sentiment :P. He he only 15 more days of school, then the Stratford trip, and then its the holidays =DD can't fricking wait.
Gaah gonna have to cope for 4 days without the computer in Stratford, I will come back with withdrawal symptoms, lol. Ah well, my contract for teh phone will have renenewed just before we go so I can keep in touch with those I love =]. My god, Mahri and Eilidh are going to hit me cos I'll be on the phone the whole night to Antonio, lmao.
Going shopping tomorrow to get some more clothes, using Stratford as a pretext for getting new stuff, yay ^_^. Gonna get some black hair dye as well, I think it'll suit the style I've got atm better =]
All in all, a rather good day :P it's amazing what a bit of sun can do for your mood =)
Last day of third year today, I feel all grown up =D well not really actually but oh well, gotta appreciate the sentiment :P. He he only 15 more days of school, then the Stratford trip, and then its the holidays =DD can't fricking wait.
Gaah gonna have to cope for 4 days without the computer in Stratford, I will come back with withdrawal symptoms, lol. Ah well, my contract for teh phone will have renenewed just before we go so I can keep in touch with those I love =]. My god, Mahri and Eilidh are going to hit me cos I'll be on the phone the whole night to Antonio, lmao.
Going shopping tomorrow to get some more clothes, using Stratford as a pretext for getting new stuff, yay ^_^. Gonna get some black hair dye as well, I think it'll suit the style I've got atm better =]
All in all, a rather good day :P it's amazing what a bit of sun can do for your mood =)
Thursday, 28 May 2009
28 May
Wasn't at school today, whoops =D helped dad with the monthly shop in Gala, it was not too bad :P. Got my hair cut today as well, I'll put a picture up in a mo =] I quite like it, but, according to some, it's going to take some getting used to :P lmao.
Eeep I'll be in fourth year next week :S kinda scary cos OMFG prelims in a few months and standard grades in a year, but good as well cos that means we're leaving all the sooner :P. Discovered that I have chemistry first thing on a Monday, ew. Well, I suppose it could be worse, like maths or something but still, lol.
*sigh* I wish people would see themselves as how they really are.
Eeep I'll be in fourth year next week :S kinda scary cos OMFG prelims in a few months and standard grades in a year, but good as well cos that means we're leaving all the sooner :P. Discovered that I have chemistry first thing on a Monday, ew. Well, I suppose it could be worse, like maths or something but still, lol.
*sigh* I wish people would see themselves as how they really are.
Wednesday, 27 May 2009
27 May
Supposed to be finishing an essay, but I really cannot be bothered so I am again writing to my blog, lol. He he, listening to Bullet For My Valentine, fucking love them =D. School was okay today, was tired again though, not my fault I was on msn 'til 2......I blame Antonio, he just wouldn't let me go to sleep XDD lol.
Woop getting my hair cut tomorrow :D can't wait. Not getting much off the length cos I want to grow it, but I'm hopefully getting a sweepy fringe, which should be good =]. Baaaah why does it have to be Thursday tomorrow, I hate Thursdays, my bag is always really heavy, lol. I swear we should be getting danger money for going to school.
Pahah so much for getting less homework though, my maths teacher is getting well strict about it and so is my English teacher, she told us today if we didn't hand our essays in on time we'd get a letter home, jeezo extreme much.
Ah om nom, me's bored :-/
Woop getting my hair cut tomorrow :D can't wait. Not getting much off the length cos I want to grow it, but I'm hopefully getting a sweepy fringe, which should be good =]. Baaaah why does it have to be Thursday tomorrow, I hate Thursdays, my bag is always really heavy, lol. I swear we should be getting danger money for going to school.
Pahah so much for getting less homework though, my maths teacher is getting well strict about it and so is my English teacher, she told us today if we didn't hand our essays in on time we'd get a letter home, jeezo extreme much.
Ah om nom, me's bored :-/
Tuesday, 26 May 2009
26 May
He he today was pretty good again, fell asleep in history and almost jumped outta my skin when the bell went off and woke me up but oh well =D. Mahri was laughing at me cos of it though, lol.
Lalala watching Pirates of the Carribean (if that is indeed how it is spelt) and eating poppadoms, OMG I love them XD and Johnny Depp *drools* lol =P. Went for a walk with Keeta up to Traquair this afternoon, helped her revise for her biology exam.....well we ended up just randomly chattering but oh well, lol. Had a really good time tbh, we were planning a drunken night in with brownies =D lmao.
Hmm school's kind of winding down, getting less homework and stuff cos it's almost the holidays. Only 3 and a bit weeks til Stratford! Can't wait, it's gonna be so good =D. And then Elliot Minor gig when we get back, cheesing about that cos I love gigs and we'll be staying at my sister's in Glasgow. I love Glasgow, it makes me happy to be there =D
Lalala watching Pirates of the Carribean (if that is indeed how it is spelt) and eating poppadoms, OMG I love them XD and Johnny Depp *drools* lol =P. Went for a walk with Keeta up to Traquair this afternoon, helped her revise for her biology exam.....well we ended up just randomly chattering but oh well, lol. Had a really good time tbh, we were planning a drunken night in with brownies =D lmao.
Hmm school's kind of winding down, getting less homework and stuff cos it's almost the holidays. Only 3 and a bit weeks til Stratford! Can't wait, it's gonna be so good =D. And then Elliot Minor gig when we get back, cheesing about that cos I love gigs and we'll be staying at my sister's in Glasgow. I love Glasgow, it makes me happy to be there =D
Monday, 25 May 2009
25 May
Surprisingly, today was not too bad, for a Monday when I'm knackered, lol. The school's right quiet without the seniors (which, incedentaly, I'll be on Monday =O), and half of the first years are away on residential, it's weird actually being able to walk about the corridors without getting beaten up by people's bags, lmao. Got my French speaking exam done today, went okay I think, so no need to stress anymores, teehee. Got a bit of a sore throat, but I'm going to go up to the shop and get some ice cream after dinner =D. I've been singing 'Trouble' by Nevershoutnever all day, I love it lol.
Quite chuffed, when I got home from school dad told me that by the end of June he would give me 50p for every £1 I had in my bank account, to save up for Games Week =D should be good, I'll hopefully have about £30 saved so I'll have £45 if he holds up his end of the bargain =P.
Gah having one of those days, less fond of my appearance than usual. Really want to change something about how I look, hoping that it'll make me feel better, but I'm not sure what. Thinking of maybe dying my hair a different colour? But I don't know, I like red and I can't think what other colour I'd suit. Want a new piercing tbh, I'm totally stuck on the idea of getting my lip done but I'm going to have to wait 'til I'm 16 so I don't need parental consent :-/ ah well, only a year to wait (jeez that's a bit of a scary thought, lol)
Was on the phone to Antonio last night for 4 hours =D didn't get to sleep until half 3, but it was worth it :P
Quite chuffed, when I got home from school dad told me that by the end of June he would give me 50p for every £1 I had in my bank account, to save up for Games Week =D should be good, I'll hopefully have about £30 saved so I'll have £45 if he holds up his end of the bargain =P.
Gah having one of those days, less fond of my appearance than usual. Really want to change something about how I look, hoping that it'll make me feel better, but I'm not sure what. Thinking of maybe dying my hair a different colour? But I don't know, I like red and I can't think what other colour I'd suit. Want a new piercing tbh, I'm totally stuck on the idea of getting my lip done but I'm going to have to wait 'til I'm 16 so I don't need parental consent :-/ ah well, only a year to wait (jeez that's a bit of a scary thought, lol)
Was on the phone to Antonio last night for 4 hours =D didn't get to sleep until half 3, but it was worth it :P
Sunday, 24 May 2009
Miss him
Baaaaah I want Antonio here now =( more than usual for some reason. I miss him, even though he's not been here before, and it's really annoying that he lives so far away. I can deal with the distance, I mean I'm not saying that I can't, it's just sometimes I need him so badly and it's frustrating to not be able to see him whenever I want, to not be able to give him a hug or just have his company. Bah, I suppose I'll have to get used to it and just look forward to summer, it's going to be so amazing to finally see him.
Saturday, 23 May 2009
Hmmm
Really tired and bored, so I thought I'd write to my blog, second time today I know but I have nothing better to do =D. Going over to Mahri's in about 45 minutes, should be good cos I haven't seen her outside of school in some time, we're going to have a movie night, best buy some popcorn eh :P. Kind of glad I'm seeing someone tonight, been feeling kind of lonely recently. Not like I don't spend enough time with people, just that there's someone missing maybe? Or something missing? Maybe I need a new hobby. It's kind of annoying to be honest, cos I'm really happy at the moment, both with myself and what's going on in my life. I mean, there's a few hitches (read the rant from earlier, lol) but they're things that aren't bringing me down, so they can't be that important. But yeah, I don't know why I've been feeling like this. It's weird.
Friday, 22 May 2009
22 May
Lmao I'm typing this in English, supposed to be writing my essay on Lord of the Flies but I really can't be arsed so I'm writing this instead :P
Well didn't have to do my French exam, the teacher never got round to me. I'm actually a bit annoyed cos by the second half of the lesson I was actually ready to do and now I won't get the chance until Tuesday and, knowing my luck, I'll have forgotten it all by then! lol
Ah Friday, almost the weekend, thankfully =D I'm rather tired, maybe I should go to sleep at a more reasonable time than 1 in the morning....oops :P
Woop 8 weeks until Antonio comes up :P is it sad that I'm counting? Lmao oh well. Seems like so long away, but I think if I split it up into different events, like the timetable switch on the 1st of June, then Stratford in the last week of term, then seeing Elliot Minor in Glasgow on the 27th of June and then Games Week from the 12th of July the time should pass quicker, if I don't think of the 8 weeks as some huge amount of time and break it up. Ah I still can't wait though :P not sure how I'll cope when he leaves though, I predict crying on my part, lol.
I do seem to write rather long blogs eh :P
Well didn't have to do my French exam, the teacher never got round to me. I'm actually a bit annoyed cos by the second half of the lesson I was actually ready to do and now I won't get the chance until Tuesday and, knowing my luck, I'll have forgotten it all by then! lol
Ah Friday, almost the weekend, thankfully =D I'm rather tired, maybe I should go to sleep at a more reasonable time than 1 in the morning....oops :P
Woop 8 weeks until Antonio comes up :P is it sad that I'm counting? Lmao oh well. Seems like so long away, but I think if I split it up into different events, like the timetable switch on the 1st of June, then Stratford in the last week of term, then seeing Elliot Minor in Glasgow on the 27th of June and then Games Week from the 12th of July the time should pass quicker, if I don't think of the 8 weeks as some huge amount of time and break it up. Ah I still can't wait though :P not sure how I'll cope when he leaves though, I predict crying on my part, lol.
I do seem to write rather long blogs eh :P
Thursday, 21 May 2009
First blog =D
He he first blog =D not really sure why I've made one but I'm bored and ignoring my French revision so I might as well, lol.
Speaking of French, I have a speaking exam tomorrow (well today lol) :S so screwed
Listening to Placebo at the moment, I am rather fond of them =D
Did something quite stupid today that I kinda want to take back, but oh well, can't change what is now the past so I guess I'll just have to make sure I don't do it again =D
Went for a walk by the river, in the opposite direction I usually go though. It was rather nice actually, I got some good pictures of the sun setting =D oh yes, I'm that lame :P
Only a few weeks left of school =D =D =D tad bit happy about that, you might not have guessed :P
Going to Stratford-Upon-Avon in the last week of term with the English department, should be pretty good cos I'm going with my two best mates Eilidh and Mahri =]
And then in the summer I'm getting a visit from Antonio, my wonderful boyfriend (: He's so adorable and cute, I won't be able to let him go =] even if he is a bit of a perv.....lmao. Wish the summer could just hurry up and arrive so I can see him lol. Gah I really can't wait, he's coming up for a week, and he's planning to get here on the 17th of July =] it's going to be amazing having him here, parents say he has to sleep in my big brother's room but I'll sneak him into mine, Great Escape style if needs be =P although how I'll build a tunnel on the second floor I'm not sure......
Anyways enough of my rambling, I'll write again soon =D
Speaking of French, I have a speaking exam tomorrow (well today lol) :S so screwed
Listening to Placebo at the moment, I am rather fond of them =D
Did something quite stupid today that I kinda want to take back, but oh well, can't change what is now the past so I guess I'll just have to make sure I don't do it again =D
Went for a walk by the river, in the opposite direction I usually go though. It was rather nice actually, I got some good pictures of the sun setting =D oh yes, I'm that lame :P
Only a few weeks left of school =D =D =D tad bit happy about that, you might not have guessed :P
Going to Stratford-Upon-Avon in the last week of term with the English department, should be pretty good cos I'm going with my two best mates Eilidh and Mahri =]
And then in the summer I'm getting a visit from Antonio, my wonderful boyfriend (: He's so adorable and cute, I won't be able to let him go =] even if he is a bit of a perv.....lmao. Wish the summer could just hurry up and arrive so I can see him lol. Gah I really can't wait, he's coming up for a week, and he's planning to get here on the 17th of July =] it's going to be amazing having him here, parents say he has to sleep in my big brother's room but I'll sneak him into mine, Great Escape style if needs be =P although how I'll build a tunnel on the second floor I'm not sure......
Anyways enough of my rambling, I'll write again soon =D
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