Monday, 29 June 2009

29 June

Today's shaping up to be not too bad, it's sunny so all's good (=. Quite chuffed tbh, yesterday all I had to eat was a sandwich and a bowl of cereal (bran flakes are fucking immense btw) and I'm going for the same today, already had the sandwich so I'll have the cereal for dinner =P. Hoping to lose quite a bit of weight tbh, I proper hate my arms and my stomach....well most of myself, lmao. Hoping to be able to fit size 10 jeans maybe? That could be reaching for the stars though, lol. Suppose it is only one size but still, it's quite a bit. Hope my will power can take it xD.

Need to re-do my hair, the roots are growing in and it's got like a red tint in the light, lol. Want to do it before I see Antonio (OMFG 19 DAYS BTW!!!) but I'm saving money for when I meet him in Edinburgh and for going to Glasgow and shiz. Got £25 so far, not sure how much it'll be to get to glasgow, but I'm guessing it'll be more than I'll have, lol. Maybe I can chaff some off my parents....hmmm lol.

No clue what I'm going to wear to the train station to meet Antonio, I'm torn between the dress I bought in Stratford or jeans and a top, not sure lol. Life changing decisions eh =P. Although I'm definetly going to wear my Elliot Minor hoodie, just to piss him off xD.

Enough blogging for now, I'll write tomorrow =P byeee!

Sunday, 28 June 2009

28 June

Haven't written since I got back from Stratford on the 25th, I really just couldn't be arsed, so my sincerest apologies.

Was at the Elliot Minor gig last night, was really good, I like the support band The Mission District, Eilidh wants the bassist's babies =P. I got his autograph, oh yes. Was dressed like a complete slag though, my chest was practically falling out my corset when I was jumping up and down. Oh my god, there was actually a mosh pit when Elliot Minor played Parallel Worlds (famazing song btw) I felt so hardcore when I was in it, haha. Was with Mahri and Eilidh and it was in Glasgow, when we were waiting for my mum and dad by the car I think abut half the people walking past thought we were hookers, and we got chatted up by this 50 year old guy who spoke to us in French, then German. Strange man.

Was proper tired when we got home, but it was funny this morning cos I was asleep and then I woke up and was cracking the joints in my fingers and it proper made Eilidh jump and she was just like "You looked cute when you were asleep, but then you went and practically broke your fingers!" ah, made us laugh. Oh, and sandwiches ;) we were watching a film and this woman in it was just like I feel like someone just told me my favourite love song was written about a sandwich and Eilidh was just like my favourite love song is Sex On The Beach ;) lmao.

Anyways enough for now, bye.

Sunday, 21 June 2009

21 June

Away to Stratford-Upon-Avon tomorrow! And it's not too early a start, gotta be at the school for 9 so none too bad =P. 6 hours in a bus though, ah well, I kinda like long jouorneys =P. Just hope the bus isn't too warm, that would be so bad =O. Hehe no school for 2 months xD I am fricking cheesed xD

In a good mood today, got some new clothes (using Stratford as a pretext for needing them =P) yesterday which are pretty awesome, got a hoodie and it is so soft! I've been stroking it a lot xD (not while I'm wearing it might I add, I'm not that weird =P.....I'm getting there though xD). I'm wearing stripy tights and shorts so I look a bit like a pirate today =P yarr mateys. XD oh I went there =P.

Lalalala 27 days until I see Antonio =] muchos happy, if I'm this excited about it when it's four weeks away I shudder to think what I'm going to be like the day before xDD I think someone will shoot me for being so hyper and chirpy xD ah well, worth it! =P

I shall miss talking to him on msn when I'm in Stratford but at least I have lots of free minutes to I can call him :) might buy the smelly something when I'm in Stratford for when he comes up, maybe deodrant or something =P (he kinda needs it....like, a lot xD)

Not written to my blog in a few days, I feel bad, it must have been feeling rejected xD. Nice long blog to make up for it though =P

Ah it's proper sunny for the first time in a while, yay ^-^

Over and out, I'll write when I get home on Thursday!

Wednesday, 17 June 2009

18 June (12.01 am xD)

Okay I'm bored and and and I don't wanna go to sleep sooooo I thought I'd write another blog =D lucky lucky blogger :P

Then I realised I couldn't be arsed so I shall just dedicate it to someone very very special with this little poem :)

No title as of yet =P

My thoughts are yours
My love, my life, my sweet
My heart is yours
My love for you cannot compete
My soul is yours
My love is like a burning heat
My body is yours
My love I thought we’d never meet
My mind is yours
My love is something I’d never cheat.

17 June

Good day again =D I'm getting quite suspicious :P

Was so tired this morning though, I thought I was going to fall asleep on the bubs to school, lol. Ah well, only two more days xD eew double PE tomorrow though :S Do you think I could break my leg and have it back to normal by the weekend? Hmmm, it's certainly an entertaining notion =D. Aaah maths test tomorrow as well, it's going to be an epic fail (I've been saying that a lot recently, I'm thinking of adopting it as my new phrase =P).

Reading Let The Right One In atm, it's realllly good =D almost finished, read three-quarters of it on Sunday when the internet was down....really shows what can be accomplished when I don't have the distraction of msn...maybe I should stay off it to do more stuff, ya know, enrich my life and all that.

Pffft, nah xD

Doctor's appointment went good today, nothing to worry about but I'm going to get the mole on my back removed anyway, don't want to have it there if it is going to cause bother. Had a really good banter with my dad on the way back, about genetics and the human brain and stuff. Ah, it fascinates me, it truly does. And psychology, I think I might specialise in that if I manage to finish my training to be a doctor.

I've actually done all my homework for tomorrow, I'm quite proud of myself. Plus, I finished the short story I was writing in English. I like it actually, though, like most of my stories, it has a depressing air. The only happy story I've written was in the S3 exam and it got me my worst grade for short story writing so I think I shall steer clear of the cheerful =P

Enough for today, quite a large blog me thinks :P
Laters!

Tuesday, 16 June 2009

16 June

Another good day =] teehee, I'm happy cos South Africa won the cricket =P don't usually care but it's fun when it's competative :P

French was astoundingly funny, me, Eilidh, Jaerin and Robbie were singing (as you do in French) and very suddenly the class went dead silent and we continued singing, quite loudly might I add :P ah it was funny, lol. Classes are kinda winding down now, THANK GOD, I need my holidays damn it! lol.

Mmmm only 32 days until I see my Antonio <33 I cannot wait =D

Havw a doctors appointment tomorrow, not too worried, just going to see about getting a mole on my back removed, it's been bleeding and stuff. God I bet you wanted to know, ah well :P Hmm surgery though, that's gonna be fun lol.

Short blog, last thing to say is, in the cricket game between Pakistan and South Africa on Thursday, I think that everyone should support South Africa =D

Monday, 15 June 2009

15 June

Ah today was a good day =D surprising, cos it's Monday and all but I was in a really good mood all day :). Was definetly helped when I came home and found out that the internet as fixed, I was practically hyperventilating without it on Sunday, spent about 3 hours trying to fix it....hmm I should maybe consider getting a life, lmao....nah! :P

Got my report card today,was a lot better than I had thought it would be :) was a bit disappointed with the grades I had gotten in English but it's only third year, so they'll hopefully get better by the time I sit my proper exams =]. Getting new carpets in the house tomorrow so all the old stuff's been taken up and the carpet tacks are exposed on the stairs, I've already impaled my foot lol. Kinda hurt actually :P

Ah only 4 days of school left =D can't wait for Stratford, I hear the shopping is good and I'm hoping to buy a new necklace of some sort, not sure what sort of thing I want though. Just see what strikes me when I get there I suppose :)

Lol Antonio was drunk tonight, I do love his intoxicated phone calls :P some of the stuff he comes out with does make me giggle, but at least I don't record what he says! Unlike SOME :P not that that was directed at anyone who I usually call when I'm drunk....lol. Can't wait to get drunk with him in summer when he comes up =D amongst other things of course, but drunken banter is famazing xD I'm going to ask my parents if I can go see him in the October holidays, or maybe sooner than that, once they've met him and stuff. I think they'll like him :) but still, 300 miles is kinda far to travel, I mean he's coming to see me without his mum and dad knowing cos they wouldn't let him. Hmmm, ah well, we can hope eh =]

Enough for now, night night!

Saturday, 13 June 2009

13 June

Ah dear, today's been a bit up and down, lol. Didn't have anything to do so I spent most of my time with my family today, never a good idea lmao. I just get snappy cos my mum and dad get on my nerves =P my sister's down with her boyfriend John (I think they've been going out for over a year now? lol well quite a while :]) and it's good to see her again, not had a visit from her in a month or so. Hoping to steal her flat when I'm in Glasgow for the Elliot Minor (Powerpuff Girls as Antonio calls them :P) gig on the 27th, otherwise me, Eilidh and Mahri will have to get a lift there and back with my dad :/ can't really be bothered having a 2 hours car drive after a gig lol. I'm quite looking forward to it actually, I mean I like Elliot Minor (okay they're not the best band but I'm fond of them =P), not as much as some other bands but a gig's a gig and I do love the atmosphere in them =D.

Omg I am so glad, I've only got 5 days left of school! Ah can't wait, I need to catch up on sleep :P. I've got the feeling that the time is going to creep ever so slowly by in the next few days, as time usually does when you're looking forward to something lol. And then it flies by when you're enjoying yourself, lmao. Just decided I don't like time, it seems too cruel xD

Ah okay, think that's enough for today. Laterz! (my god I sound like a bad '90s American sit com xD)

Friday, 12 June 2009

12 June

I'm writing this in English, I seem to do that with a lot of my blogs huh :P Today's been okay so far, I'm tired though =O weird, cos I got more sleep than normal last night.

Eep I've got physics and geography next, what fun, lmao. And I've got history and biology after lunch, then, thank god, it's the weekend. Only one week left of school after this! Woop and then I'm away to Stratford =D looking forward to it, I'm going with some good friends so it should be pretty good I think. AND we get to go shopping for an afternoon xD.

I've been getting this weird feeling or sense or something that something bad's going to happen. It's really annoying and a bit scary, cos these feelings are usually right =/ don't know what will happen though. Ah well, hopefully going to get hold of some booze this weekend so I can drown my sorrows, lmao. That's a healthy attitude huh :P.

Anyways, the lesson is about to end so I'd best stop writing =D

Thursday, 11 June 2009

11 June

Can't really be arsed writing a proper blog today, ah well, I'll just put up the lyrics for a song I've been listening to all day =D I love it

Awake-Secondhand Serenade
With every appearance by you, blinding my eyes
I can hardly remember the last time I felt like I do
You're an angel disguised

And you're lying real still
But your heart beat is fast just like mine
And the movie's long over
That's three that have passed, one more's fine

Will you stay awake for me?
I don't wanna miss anything
I don't wanna miss anything
I will share the air I breathe
I'll give you my heart on a string
I just don't wanna miss anything

I'm trying real hard not to shake, I'm biting my tongue
But I'm feeling alive and with every breathe that I take
I feel like I've won, you're my key to survival

And if it's a hero you want
I can save you, just stay here
Your whispers are priceless
Your breathe, it is dear, so please stay near

Will you stay awake for me?
I don't wanna miss anything
I don't wanna miss anything
I will share the air I breathe
I'll give you my heart on a string
I just don't wanna miss anything

Say my name, I just want to hear you
Say my name, so I know it's true
You're changing me, you're changing me
You showed me how to live
So just say, so just say

That you'll stay awake for me
I don't wanna miss anything
I don't wanna miss anything
I will share the air I breathe
I'll give you my heart on a string
I just don't wanna miss anything

Tuesday, 9 June 2009

9 June

Spiders freeak me out. Like a lot.

Monday, 8 June 2009

8 June

Ah the end of another day, more homework that I should do but I'm ignoring in favour of talking on msn, lmao. He he, listening to Paramore =P Brighter, such a good song =]

Tuesday tomorrow, I like Tuesdays, my bag is really light lol. Got history, French and geography shiz to do but I really cant be arsed =P whoops xD. =O I'm really annoyed, I've lost my ribbon with my heart on it =( was going to give it to someone special so I'd always be close, but aaah it's no where to be found :-/

God where did the good weather go, rofl.

Over and out for now mateeeees! xD

Sunday, 7 June 2009

7 June (I think)

Ah Sunday, the weekend is past and *sob sob* I have to get up early tomorrow =(. Bring on the holidays ffs lol. I know I've been going on about school ending a lot but SERIOUSLY, has time ever gone so slowly? I have so many things to look forward to in summer =].

Whipman was a bit of an epic fail, lmao. Ash and Keeta got stranded in Edinburgh on a search for booze and ended up having to go home, leaving me and Rainny to explain to her mum where they were. It all worked out ok, but gah it would have been better with booze and everyone there, lol. Always next year though :P.

Ah I do love this time of year, Beltane coming up soon, should be good (as long as there are no treks to Edinburgh this time :P) and then a bit later Games Week =D. Games Saturday is always good, bonfire, rave etc., but I think this year is going to be extra special =]....for no apparent reason of course :P.

Ah on msn talking to Antonio <33 My god, how I ever got the good luck to have him I don't know, maybe I saved lots of people in a past life =P it's a mystery for sure lol. But honestly, I am just so ecstatic (still) to be with him, he makes me smile so much and....there isn't really words for how he makes me feel anymore lol. Ah I'm sounding like a soppy twat, best go :P

Byeeeee!

Friday, 5 June 2009

05 June

Today was a bit mixed I guess, lol. Keep thinking my best friend is ignoring me, it's really upsetting cos we've been friends for 8 years and now I feel like we're drifting apart =(.

Got home and was on msn for a bit, then went out and saw Sean, had a good banter lol. Came home and went on msn again (it's my excuse for a life) and talked to my lovely Antonio.

I wish I could make him feel better but sometimes I think I just make things worse =(

Weekend at last, only two weeks left of school =D can't wait for the holidays, I need to catch up on my sleep lol. Ahah short blog today, can't be arsed writing much lol.

Laters!

Thursday, 4 June 2009

04 June

Ah the sunniness has gone bye bye =(.

Gah had a bit of a crap day today tbh, was feeling a bit meh and it kinda felt like a lot of people weren't really talking to me =/ probably all just in my head but ah I don't know. Things kinda got better by the end of the day though, had a good talk with my friend Sean at lunch and he cheered me up a bit =D double pe (ew ew ew) wasn't too bad surprisingly, just doing soft (bahah!) ball and relays =].

Hehe my new Bullet For My Valentine poster arrived today, I was drooling xD and new tights, they're stripey and when I wear them with my shorts I look like a pirate, I'm cheesin :P

Ah Friday tomorrow, sleepy time lol. Didn't sleep so well last night so i need to catch up =P. Hopefully going to whipman this weekend with a few mates, fingers crossed for booze eh XD

=] it's been exactly a month since me and Antonio started going out. I'm so lucky to have him in my life, love him lots :)

Tuesday, 2 June 2009

Booyah!

I'm fucking magic so I am, got the DVD player working XDD

2 June

Ah another scorcher of a day, the sun's great but sitting in a classroom is not so good when you're so hot youo're practically getting heat stroke, lol. Ah well, only 3 weeks 'til the holidays =D...bet the good weather'll be gone by then, lol.

Om nom nom, munching on cornflakes atm, tis good =D. Wanna watch a DVD, but the DVD player is being a right twat, won't work =( I'll attempt the laptop in a moment, but it usually throws a hissy fit if I put a film in, lol. Ah I officially love tuesdays, my bag was well light today, only had my maths stuff in it =DD.

Bit bored tbh, been listening to Bring Me The Horizon though, so all's good =].

You know, some people are right arse holes, lmao.

Monday, 1 June 2009

1 June

Been thinking too much today, it's tiring me out...then again the tiredness could also be due to staying up late and talking to certain people....:P.

It was incredibly warm again today! I was melting in English, who's idea was it to build a building with large quantities of glass was a complete and total twat, lol. Fucking greenhouse so it was. Looks like it's going to rain tomorrow or the day after....how can I tell I hear you ponder? Well because I am an INCREDIBLE geography geek I can tell from the shape of the clouds...I'm cool like that 'kay? :P

Okay gonna shut up now lmfao.




Bahah fooled you! :P

I'm in quite a random mood...perhaps I'm getting sun stroke. Oh how that would complete my life XD

Actually gonna stop talking now before I say something that I'll shoot myself for later....like how FAMAZINGLY sexy my dog is. I went there.

But yes, another normal blog :P.

Shutting up now.
Seriously.