09 August

Having one of my downer days (I get far too many of them it seems, haha) so I'm just sitting in the house alone looking at stuff that makes it worse, I'm very clever like that. Fucking knackered as well cos I didn't sleep properly the night before last, the shadows under my eyes are massive. Watching the Kerrang awards on TV, yay Bullet For My Valentine got best British band =). I'll maybe call Mahri and arrange to see her...but maybe not, I don't know if I'm in the mood for being with people if you see what I mean. Ah well eh XD lol. I've always been sociable like that =P. Ech 9 days until school starts up again, I'm going to die lol. Prelims in November, eep! Scary shit, doesn't seem like that long ago that I was just starting high school and now I'm like more than half way through it.

I have been considering my options for after I leave school. For quite some time I've wanted to train to be a medical doctor but I've been thinking and I don't think I'm committed enough to it to train for five years, you know? I don't think I want it enough. So I'm thinking of maybe doing psychology, because it has always fascinated me. It's very difficult to be good at it apparently and I'd need to find a university which does a good course in it too. I'm not sure if anywhere in Scotland does good psychology courses so I'll have to find out. I think I'll have a look at some universities in England as well. I'm dying to get out of this town to be honest so the further away the better. It's just so monotonous here and I can't stand it, I'll go crazy, lol.

But anyway, enough for now me thinks. Byee x